Sunday, December 31, 2006
Let it go
Friday, December 29, 2006
12/26 The Cattle turn over
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Damn...missing cell phone
Yesterday I went to Carnegie's and I was so "generous" putting my cell phone on the table alone. Then I went dancing with others, completely forgot protecting my cell phone from some deceitful people. My cell phone was calling for help and I didn't even notice.
Well, from the bright side, now I can completely dump some phone numbers that I think I would never used again. Althought I really wish I could keep the texts yesterday, particularly those texts in the pub, I realize it was a good chance I should entirely refresh my contact book. It gives me a feeling that now I only have some numbers from people I really need to contact. I would never dialed those who I didn't want to contact by accident. And moreover, it prevents me from calling some people I was hesitating to call. How simple it be.
If God mercy, please let the thief text me the messages people left for me yesterday. I would pay anything to get those back. Those are extremely important to me. I guess this incident symbolized something I need to be awared of. Something I should let go weeks ago. Maybe months ago. Anyway, if god mercy...
Folks, call my old phone number, it still works.
Monday, September 11, 2006
Sep 10, 2006 PM11:23
Meeting Westlife has somehow changed my point of view about some strugglings in my life.And most fascinating thing is you would never known whom you would bump into tomorrow.It could be millonaire stars sitting and eating next to you, just like everyone else.
Mark & Tina
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
The Funeral
The man I adored has been gone away. I tried to find him, but a different person picked up the phone and told me he was not there anymore.
He is gone, he disappeared.
There was a man who made me feel like a princess. He is gone. And he would never come back again.
Hope he found a better place to stay, better people to meet.
When chaos comes, I hope he could find his peace.When choices come, I hope he could know what he wanted.
The mourning is finished, and I shall get rest. My black shirt could be taken off, and tears should be wiped off. I close the coffin, and so does my heart. After I walk out the church, I shall fear no more, I shall hate no more.
Farewell,
my Bear.
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Monday, July 10, 2006
東北角熱昏了之旅
上個禮拜六日跟以前吉他社的老人共五隻一起去東北角二日遊,簡直就是熱昏了…=.=
星期六下午從板橋出發,一路開往九份,沿路風景優美,看到藍藍的海,心胸就變得開闊。司機建議停靠”必殺”魚港,一問才知道是”碧沙”…一下車過於熱情的海產店老板就來介紹,而且是過了馬路來叫住我們去消費,真是….很奇怪。後來繞了一圈還是決定到第一家叫”黃金海岸”的店去吃,吃海產的價位都是兩三百,這家店也不例外,而且不是很好吃,飛魚卵咬起來像口香糖…
稍做休息之後就往九份出發,彎彎曲曲的山路讓我心神不寧,一付要暈車的感覺,尤其是上去的山路,配上大家恐怖的歌聲,實在是有點難受。幸運的是這段山路不長,一下子就到我們的住宿地點-茶壺山。這個民宿座落在眾多好兄弟保護的山腰上,地靈人傑,空氣新鮮,環境悠閒,真是個很好過夜的地方。因為本來有一團高雄進香團突然取消訂房,整個民宿像被我們包了下來,享受貴族般的待遇,門前還有一隻叫大頭的拉拉迎接我們,十分愜意。
雖然我的床面對窗戶,外面就是一整片的好兄弟住宅區,不過我不介意,畢竟還有四個壯漢保護。大家把行李放好之後,就往老街前進。大家都買了一些吃的,喝的,我多買了一條幸運草項鍊給自己,就算是這趟旅程的紀念。帶著一些消夜,大家回到民宿泡茶聊天看電視。直到半夜,只剩下我跟其他兩個在看足球賽,不過因為德對葡的上半場實在太無聊了,我看著看著就睡著了。
一大早就被司機先生吵醒,沒想到最累的人最早醒,還一直抱怨昨天我看足球叫的太大聲…嗯…我只能說球賽太無聊,叫一叫增加氣氛。吃完老闆娘準備的早餐後,大家就收拾行李往淡水前進。在途中停靠了和平島一下,實在沒什麼東西還是要收費60塊…大家在豔陽天下行走,每個人都快變成人乾了…沒想到照了許多不錯的相片,也算值得。和平島不是島嶼,是像野柳的風景區,有很多人都下去玩水抓魚,本來也想下去,不過想到起來會黏黏的就放棄下水了。
可能是天氣真的太熱了,移往下一站野柳時,正值中午,大家沒有一個人想下車,拖著疲憊的身體,在便利商店稍做休息之後,就開往淡水了。淡水還是一樣超多人,既然大家都喜歡吃海鮮,到淡水也免不了再吃一次,這次的餐廳比較好一點,食材也比較新鮮,大家飽餐一頓後,悠閒地逛逛淡水老街,似乎大家都累到一個極限,一路上沒什麼精神,直到逛完大家也很快地回到停車場。跟大家說byebye之後我就往捷運站出發,而他們也開往回新竹的方向了。
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
Night out with Sandy and Emily
一家朋友介紹的pub叫hub的,因為是在民生東路一個非常神秘的小巷子...
沒去過的Sandy非常好奇裡面的音樂跟擺設到底是怎樣,所以昨天就帶她去看看。同行的還有以前公司的同事emily,她剛從日本回來,想看一下台灣有什麼新鮮好玩的東西,就一起來了。沒想到…只有小貓兩三隻,大家都去看足球去了。不甘心的我們到公司對面的brass monkey,結果還是人擠人,大家等著進去,排了好長的對伍,沒想到,足球熱在沒參賽的台灣也這麼瘋狂。沒關係,我們前往最後的選擇-Shanon。這是一間Irish Bar,Sandy一付不想去的樣子,到了那邊還是一樣人山人海…=.=。沒想到想坐著喝點小酒聊聊天都這麼難。我一直很狐疑,家裡不是也可以看嗎? 來這邊又擠又了錢。我們站了一會就到隔壁的美式餐廳去了,一開始沒有位子,三個人無聊地站在走道上聊聊天,三不五時看著轉播的球賽,有一句沒一句地搭著。
Sandy & Emily都是很好玩的人。聽他們講話,世界都開闊起來。他們的旅行經驗足以寫成一本書了。而他們詼諧的表達方式常觸動我的笑點神經。我們就這樣坐在餐廳邊看球邊聊天喝飲料,到了一點多才離開。德國贏了,非常精彩的比賽,非常接近的比數。而我們也聊得非常的開心,笑聲應該整個餐廳都聽得到吧。
基本上我非常欣賞Sandy這種個性,非常直爽,不平的事情馬上表達,是非分明,不過我也常害怕每次跟她一起出去,不爽她都會想跟人吵架,對朋友很好可是對陌生人就很不客氣。沒顧慮一口氣就罵了出去,完全就是野蠻女友真人版 (應該比女主角還直吧),有時候氣氛緊張時,趁她還沒開火趕快帶她離開現場。反正她這個人真的很妙就是了,而且這種人在台灣真的很稀少了,有這種人早就被幹掉了吧我想。也許是因為她在瑞典生活過,對台灣人的沒水準跟低服務品質不適應。我只能說,有一好必有一壞,至少,台灣人動作很快是事實。
Anyway,過了非常妙的一天,有這些朋友真好。
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
What a sunny day =.=
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
蝴蝶蛹
有一個人無意中找到一個蝴蝶蛹。
幾天後,他留意到蛹出現了一個小孔,他就停下來觀察它。
過了幾個小時, 他見到裡面的蝴蝶用它細小的身體掙扎從小孔出來。
看來很久也沒有一些進度,小蝴蝶好像盡了最大努力也沒有辦法出來。
這個人於是決定幫它一把,找來一雙剪刀將蛹的儘頭剪開...
蝴蝶這樣就很容易出來。但是這蝴蝶的形態有一點特別,它的身體肥腫,
翅膀又細又弱。 這人繼續觀察蝴蝶因為他相信翅膀會漸漸變大
而它的身體會越來越小。這沒有發生。小蝴蝶餘生只是托著肥腫的大身體
和細弱的翅膀,在地上爬著走。
它永遠也不會飛行。
這個善良的人不了解蝴蝶必需用它細小的身體掙扎從小孔出來,
它必需經過這個過程,蝴蝶才可以將身體裡的體液壓進它的翅膀裡。
大自然在此有一個很奇妙的設計,
就是蝴蝶從蛹中掙扎出來是為著預備它將來飛行需要的裝備。
生命裡面的掙扎是我們必需有的。
如果老天允許我們順利地過一生,我們也許就此不會變得堅強。
也不會成長。
所以當你碰到有逼迫或苦難,記得有人正為你禱告,
最後你也會明白真理在你身上的計劃。
土星在傳統的占星學上是一顆災難星,不管是出現在命中或運中都是每個人最想避開的一顆行星。土星的定義為使人磨練得到成長、創造困難與阻礙、使夢想踏實於現實之中,結束關係,痛苦折磨。你如何看待生命中的土星就像你如何看待生命中一關又一關的困難。每個人人生中的土星試驗著人的毅力與耐力,重要的不是生命中將遇到如何悲慘的命運,而是這個命運如何讓個人成長,星盤才能不斷的進化,人生也將不受命運牽制。當渡過每個困難,行星離開了那艱困的相位,人生會往好的方向或壞的方向前進,全靠個人在這個受限相位所做的努力,在下一個相位來臨之前,做好準備,這才是土星對我們的恩賜。
下一次看到受限相位形成時,記得在抱怨與哭訴之前,先想一想,我能為這個困境做什麼改變,也許在努力之後,可以享受到土星為生命帶來的進化。
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
十二宮
“The twelve houses” by Howard Sasportas. 主要是講宮位,還有各行星與星座在各宮位代表的意義。有一點重點是他不僅解釋每一個所代表的意義,還解釋了為什麼會有這些意義存在。例如說第十一宮,代表朋友,希望與夢想。表面上這三個東西看起來並沒有什麼關連,直到他講解了十一宮根本的意義,才讓這些解釋行的通。十一宮是一個代表延伸自我的象徵,代表想比原來自我還要偉大的一個欲望。須要達到這個目標,我們必須與別人溝通,融入社會這個更大的自我,或者透過擁有夢想或希望,來達成比自己成就更高一層更寬廣的一個空間。這樣說來,這三樣都是有連接的,藉由他的解釋,更能為第十一宮下更好的定義,也更容易讓人了解每一宮的意義。
這本書我還沒看完,不過很期待之後會讀到的東西,希望看完對各宮有更深一層的了解。
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
Taiwan could touch your heart
I love my motherland, that's for sure, no matter what.
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Monday, June 05, 2006
Sun into the clouds
Sometimes I really wish my father could love me as the way I could accept. When I was in school late at night, he picked me up and went home without talking a word in the car. No, he wasn't angry. That's usually what he was. I guess that was the way he loved me, a very indifferent and preserved way.
We got some confrontations in the past, but very few. Mostly we were in a situation that we knew each other existed, but no communication. This made us stay in our own safe zone. I don't know why we didn't get along, maybe we just loved each other too much, and afraid of getting hurt if we started to develop intimacy between us.
When I was getting older and older, I encountered some problem with men. Every fight, every argument happened, there was always a moment occurred to me that if my father and I could be more intimate, could those problems and misunderstandings disappear? If my father and I hugged more, could I see through men more clearly or build a relationship more rationally?
Father, I always misjudged a man badly. I always thought my man was happy with me. Father, I wish I could blame on you for all the tears in my life. Maybe that would be an easier way for me to start a new life. Look back my relationships, nothing was glorious, nothing was delighted to be mentioned. While I was crying to sleep, I wish I'd never waken up again. But there was always a hope that kept me alive, continuously being hurt by men no matter how old I was.
Maybe subconsciously, I was acting so miserable and waiting for you to rescue me in the end.
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
學習被人討厭
被別人討厭總是一件讓人心煩的事情,就算自己多麼理直氣壯。我想命運讓我進這家公司,就是要我學習習慣這件事情吧。主管說自己是對的,就不要猶豫直說,猶豫只會讓那些魔鬼更吃定你。"軟土深掘"是一句俗語,對於下三濫的人就不能使用文明的方法。對人客氣,不知好歹的人只會更占你便宜。這就是業務導向的公司,也是台北人生活的一種模式。像我這種太在意別人看法的人,不改的話到最後只會被踩在腳底,永遠不受尊重。明天開始,我將不假思索,只為我相信的道理和人工作,只要是不經正常程序的作業,一律退回。不幫可惡的Eivata打電話,不受Rita死人臉的影響。就算受人討厭也不猶豫,也許會碰上小人,我也豁出去了,大不了離開公司,只要我有學到一點點人生的道理,我想也值得了。
Monday, March 13, 2006
refreshing
I know I know...I am a little bit lazy these few days.I just moved again to Hsin Yi Chu, and new challenging job. It was busy and finally settled everything down. New location is a two room, one kitchen, bathroom and living room flat. It was convenient for going everywhere. It’s only one bus stop to JKS metro station, or ten mins walk. Jin Hua depart store is so nearby. It seemed like I could go there shopping everyday.
I only need to take five stops to work. However, I go to work early, so can’t sleep too late. I just got a new job and new tasks. Secretary job demands closely attention and details should be really taken care. I made really a lot of mistakes…and still making. I hope soon I can realize the whole situation and get a better view of the whole job.
Last Sunday there was a housewarming party in my new flat. It was so nice because some old friends showed up. We were college friends and it seemed like we were going back to that moment then. It was so fun to have a nice conversation with them. Everybody was smiling and making jokes with each other. We had nothing in the living room. We just talked and had drink, but it was never boring.
I really hope I can stay here longer than previous houses. I really hate relocation and hope I don’t need to move again. I am getting sick of it.
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
一個人的醫院
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
I am not you
Because you gave me something you called love, I should be so grateful.
I can't complain, I can't doubt.
Only thing I need to know is follow your rules.
Did you know I am a different human being with you?
Did you know I have a soul, feelings and thoughts?
Did you know being living is so different with happy living.
If you assume I should be grateful to accept all you gave me,
If you assume I should follow every single step that you have failed,
If you want me to be you, if you think I am another you
If you take the power to decide where I should go,
Please take my life away. Please take my life away.
I would rather die, but being you in my whole life.
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
最新版MSN messenger
當時雖然做了登記,不過沒什麼信心可以得到,因為網路上一大堆人在搶,怎麼可能我做個登記就有了。驚訝的是登記後第三天也就是今天,就收到email邀請我下載最新版的msn。哈哈真是不錯!
看一下長什麼樣子吧
我也想登記
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Monday, January 23, 2006
Google無名新功能
聽網友說是用在手機上的.在用手機瀏覽的時候在這個網頁中,將想看的正常網頁輸入網址,勾選無圖片,就會出現全都是字沒有圖片或廣告的文章.這對一般用手機瀏覽網頁的人來說非常便利,因為這可讓窄頻的用戶很快就獲得新知.用我的blog來試試看吧...
首先點選網頁出現
輸入網址後得出的文字檔
是不是很容易又方便呢?
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
心中永遠的吉它社
大學時代總是有令人一輩子都難以忘懷的回憶,2002年夏天我加入吉它社,人說大學是人一生中重要的轉折點,而加入吉它社應該是我轉折點中最重要的一件事情了。吉它社就像一個大家庭一樣,每天在一起遊山玩水,唱歌練歌,團員之間所形成的友誼已經比外界甚至是團員自己想的都來的親近。每天下課就往社辦跑,練歌聊天到快天亮,還要大家吃個消夜才肯分開,冒著功課被當的風險還是硬著頭皮為下一場表演練習。還記得當時大家一起騎機車衝上觀霧,現在想起來很瘋狂,當時大家一起打氣一點都不難。社辦就像大家第二個家一樣,尤其家在中南部的社員,周末大部份的人回家,幾個南部的還是留在那邊大家有伴。 逢年過節還有火鍋大會、湯圓大會、烤肉聚餐、慶生會,我想隔壁社辦的同學一定很羨慕我們。
好快五年就這樣過去了,想到吉它社腦海中就出現一部黑白電影,播放的是以前吉它社的點點滴滴,因為某某人的介紹而進入吉它社、因為歌聲而在社團中小有名氣、陷入熱戀、失戀、參加比賽、落選、當選、在第二自助餐徵召新社員、畢業、離開吉它社,這一切歷歷在目,想起來覺得五年真的很快,五年可以讓一個人改變這麼多,真的很快。到現在都還時有所聞社員的訊息,有幾個到現在都還有在連絡,像是志榮還陪我參加幸福巴士的活動,真的好希望時間就停留在那個時候,那個大家一起唱歌一起打鬧的時刻。
想起這一切是因為一位跟我很好的社員,他FPT站上放了很多當時珍貴的吉它社錄音,聽完覺得彷彿時間回到那個時候,大家都還很純真、一切都還很簡單的時候,一把吉它一個麥克風,彷彿就可以把一個人了解得很徹底。真的真的好羨慕那個時候的我,可以那樣無憂無慮的唱著,還可以那樣無畏地展露自己的情緒,真好。
(等個幾秒再按藍色箭頭)
遺憾
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
荷蘭迷你博物館(Madurodam)
以下是館內總容量及種類:
總面積: 18000 平方公里
總人口: (小人物) 16000人
轎車及卡車: 4542 輛
每年車子總里程數: 14000公里
每年火車總里程數: 16000公里
火車: 12 輛
地上捷運(tram): 2 輛
火車與tram 鐵軌數: 4000 條
飛機: 32 架
交通控制塔: 4 個
旅客行李數: 500 個
迷你樹: 5236 棵
花苞數: 30000 個
迷你建築內的燈泡數: 50000個
火車內夜間車廂數: 80000個
船數: 58 艘
另外,幾乎每一個主要建築前都會有一個小箱子,丟十分歐元(大約5塊台幣),就可以看到主體的變化,像是機場就會有飛機來回穿梭,教堂就會有鐘聲,風車會轉動之類的,可惜我知道的太晚快逛完才知道那個箱子做什麼用的。這個館非常的受歡迎,而且觀光客什麼人都有,大部份都是EU的國籍,場內簡直就像小型的歐盟,十分有趣。其實如果第一站到荷蘭來這邊參觀的話是相當不錯,因為你大概可以知道主要景點在哪裡,哪裡能夠吸引你的注意,這樣再來安排行程就很適當,像我去的時候好多地方我都沒安排到,可是因為是倒數幾天也沒辦法再回去真正的景點看了,有點像是101的頂樓,可以大概知道台北的一些景點。總之,非常非常值得參觀,帶著小朋友也可以。
me in front of little buildings
Mini Schiphol
outside of Madurodam
inside of Madurodam
縮小版新航飛機
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
12月26號我在鹿特丹
後來在一家很大又很貴的咖啡廳休息,我點了蜜桃蛋糕加可樂,兩百多塊,蛋糕大概是十二分之一ㄍㄡ上很大一坨鮮奶油,很細不太甜,好吃,可是很貴,咖啡廳內還能聽到有人彈鋼琴,是聖誕組曲.
往下走到了國立建築研究院,其實就像博物館一樣,新穎的外表吸引觀光客進入,不過展的東西都很專業,要真的走這一行的才會有興趣吧我想,依照那邊員工的指引,先到隔壁棟看了"HUIS SONNEVELD"這是一棟1933年建立完成的私人住家,主人是sonneveld先生,建築家是Van de vlugt. 而這棟是"Nieuwe Bouwen"風格或稱荷蘭式功能主義(dutch functionalism)風格保存最良好的一棟建築.跟其他建築不同的是非常modern(那個時候),非常豪華.其實看到他們的臥房就知道了,竟然有兩個洗手台喔...在那個時候應該算很有錢吧.客廳超大光線非常充足,整個風格就是走簡單摩登的感覺,我還蠻喜歡這種風格的.OK..到了主要館內的展覽,主要是建築繪圖還有當時如何解決人口膨漲和土地減少的問題,因為這樣的情形而產生的各式各樣的公寓建築.蠻有趣的,不過看到最後有點無聊.
往後走計畫是要到歐洲塔看日落的(Euromast),不過館方說他們有聖誕晚餐所以關門了.因此我只在周邊照了一些照片就回去了.
Well, 要在冬天旅行就是有一些缺點像是真正逛的時間蠻短的,九點鐘天才完全亮,四點就下山,又冷的要死,這幾天都在零到五度左右,不過我還是覺得很值得,很喜歡冷冷的感覺,還有走在雪地的氣氛很好,不過我朋友是說因為我不常住這裡的關係,我想也是.
四點鐘的日落
朋友家的貓
建築研究院外圍
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Definitely different person
Can you believe this is the same person? Hm...no, I don't...
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
起飛
新加坡機場不算大,不過真的哪一個人都有,好多黑跟黃皮膚的人.因為上次等了九個小時,對這個機場各個商店還都記憶猶新,書店只有兩家,想買雜誌在通關旁邊的那一家會比較多選擇,各個名牌都有只是比較小間,電器用品和電腦產品好像也是兩三家吧,東西都不多,其他就是化妝品香水煙跟酒了,特別的是有一家賣中藥的,可以買到很多中國傳統的藥品,萬金油這邊也有,還有一些機上可以用的藥品.對了還有一間超大的糖果巧克力店,種類超多看起來賞新悅目.其實我每次經過也是都只有買買雜誌而已,買太多怕太重,也沒那個閒錢買.對了,樓上還有一些店,以餐廳居多,這次在樓上的漢堡王坐了一下,神奇的是旁邊竟然有一家7-11.這是我第一次看到.很新奇,賣的東西跟一般的沒什麼兩樣,不過比一般的少.這個機場有個蠻重要的優點是免費上網服務,一次只能上十五分鐘,不過因為設的點多,蠻少人排隊,沒人排就可以繼續用下去.
22號早上十點出發去坐公車,因為行李只有兩件(一個有輪的行李箱一個大的黑色耐吉袋),所以選擇較經濟的方式,下車準備坐國光號到機場還有人過來要我填問卷,問我忙不忙,我提著大包小包小跑步的走,我反問他說我看起來像不忙的樣子嗎? 呵,他好像被我嚇到了吧.國光號不塞車超快的一小時就到了,輕輕鬆鬆的通關後就在裡面逛大街了.因為事先有線上checkin,所以很快就報到完畢.第一趟到新加坡的行程大致上沒什麼問題,到了新加坡往荷蘭的飛機上,我就瞬間從淑女變成拉榻女了...一上機喝完餐前可樂,吃完第一餐,就開始換長褲,換拖鞋,卸妝,換眼鏡,好像自己的臥室一樣走來走去,三不五時還要空服員幫我裝水,有點不好意思,不過管它的這麼暗誰都看不清楚.其實做長途飛機真的不舒服,總是要用熬的熬到站.有經驗的就一兩個小時看看電影,一兩個小時看看書,睡一下,等到所有的事想到的都做完了,再熬個兩個小時就到了.
到史基浦(schiphol)機場是上午六點半,其實是很不好的時間,因為累的半死還有一天的行程要走,不過我不在意因為我太想玩再累都睡不著.到了機場就先把行李寄在保險箱,坐路上電車(tram)就到梵谷博物館去了
新加坡機場的竹子
新加坡機場的聖誕裝飾
新加坡機場記念品攤位
縮小版史基浦機場
史基浦機場真人聖誕樹,還會唱歌喔
縮小版新航飛機
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
Finally back
I am so tired now....and found that part of my photos are missing for some reasons. It was so frustrating. Photos are the most important souvenir for travelling. And I almost miss one week's photos. This is really killing me.
Anyway, I'll figure it out. The trip was wonderful. I met a lot of friends. Sorry I couldn't keep some of their photos..That's so sad, really a shame.
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