The unbearable apart

I found I couldn't bear thinking your leaving. When you told me you would go to US to join your boyfriend, I didn't have big reaction. Somehow we seemed like avoiding thinking negatively. But when I looked at the photos that we went for skating, I can't help weeping. At work, we are such good partners. You always know what happened to me when I turned over and looked at you. There are such a joy that we shared everything. We laughed together. It was a big support for me from being so busy and stressed at work. You know my pain, my weakness and my dislike. Only need one look do you know what I wanted to say.

I believe you will get happiness, because you are such a wonderful person. I'll miss your elegant, considerate, bright and funny personality. I'll miss the days we lunched, shared works, updated our relationship crap status together, and simply just seeing you around made me feel safe. I really hope you enjoy your rejoining with bf, and live happily ever after. I know you hate studying, but please do so for your independence and get a better job in US. If things go nasty, and you couldn't go back to your mom either, I am always here for you. This is the permanent place you could stay.

I can't help feeling sad, but I shouldn't be. You have bright future waiting for you, and you deserve it.