Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Never thought of that

It was filled with anger, doubt and prejudgement when looking back the mails we had. After jumping out of the box, I can't believe how carelessly we hurt each other. Maybe we had already known it was going to end badly. I've never hated you in the first place, though I should have. I know it helps me grow up when I realize how cruel the fact was.

That's why I didn't delete either of you. Everytime I saw you both online, it kept reminding me not to do the same thing again. I have faith that I would become a better person because of this kind of crap. And I am going to handle it one by one until I succeed or break down.

I guess I would never contact with you, telling you how bad this man was. And I wonder you might already know. You are a decent girl, I am sure you deserve a better man. He is not man enough for me, neither are you. How he left me will be just like the same as how he would leave you. You and I are not too much different. Maybe you haven't met a really good man in your life yet, however, don't try eagerly to grab anything randomly. He won't rescue you.

My position would never be good enough to advise you. You got to figure it out yourself. Please do so, for your own sake. And about him, I know he would be alone for the rest of his life.

No, it's not a curse, it's a bless, for everyone...

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Super Looow Compatibility

天啊...你...~~~就 啊~~~~~~
吧...我又老又醜...
Your appearence standard is too killing high, I can't reach la...
Too much pressure makes me weak. It is eating away my proud and dignity.
Please move away my Venus, bring back my Saturn.